你我都怎么了？我好想知道！！

烦恼

烦恼                                  烦恼

                                                      烦恼



我到底是怎么了？？
昨晚开始我整个人突然觉得我累了...想沉睡下去###

只有我自己知道发生了什么事情...还是因为      过去   现在   以后

过去就是我后悔了选择工作....要拖了那么久才去读书...要RESIGN又 不知道怎么说...我该怎么办？？？你可以帮我吗？？


现在虽然是过得不错但我发现我离我自己越来越远了....不知道为什么我的工作越来越多..我的计划越来越偏离了我的路感觉就是像火车脱离了轨道一样...我不是这样的...这不是我要的生活...我还打算去读书，去享受学生的生活...这是我的梦想...这才是我要的...我不要每天都过着这种令我感到不安的生活！！！！！我不要！！！NO！！！！

未来 会是怎样的？？？我还会是这样不伦不类的过下去吗？？看见了EDMUND被朋友骗~现在没了新工作也没了以前的这份工作...要回来也是不可能的了...有一天我会不会像他一样呢？？？我还有机会继续读书呢？？我还可以不可以拿到更多的文凭呢？？我还可以不可以在ECON 工作呢？？？这是一份很有前途的工作只是未来谁也不能保证什么〉。。。。我能不能再继续读书呢〉？？？你要我怎么办才好呢？？？我想要两者兼得能够吗？？




     不要不开心好不好嘛？？今天没有陪你是我的不对~对不起哦，傻瓜#
其实我们都是有情绪的人，是人都会有情绪不稳定的时候。。。。
你不能这样伤害自己哦!!!! 我真的不容许你伤害自己，看到了会心疼得~~~
其实我不开心都是因为这些，不是因为你带给我什么问题或是麻烦~ ~


我们不是说好不能够有秘密的吗？？你心情不好我也想知道原因....
你说要把我拉回来，那你自己呢？？少了你我该怎么过最漫长的黑夜？？少了你谁能够和我分享快乐和伤心...你已经被我的生活卷进去了，已经成为了一个part ...
             我不想隐瞒你所以我全都写出来了，希望你会看到...

有意思的歌 !!!

for all those times you stood by me


for all the truth that you made me see

for all the joy you brought to my life

for all the wrong that you made right

for every dream you made come true

for all the love i found in you

i'll be forever thankful baby

you're the one who held me up

never let me fall

you're the one who saw me through through it all

you were my strength when i was weak

you were my voice when i couldn't speak

you were my eyes when i couldn't see

you saw the best there was in me

lifted me up when i couldn't reach

you gave me faith 'coz you believed

i'm everything i am

because you loved me

you gave me wings and made me fly

you touched my hand i could touch the sky

i lost my faith you gave it back to me

you said no star was out of reach

you stood by me and i stood tall

i had your love i had it all

i'm grateful for each day you gave me

maybe i don't know that much

but i know this much is true

i was blessed because i was loved by you

you were my strength when i was weak

you were my voice when i couldn't speak

you were my eyes when i couldn't see

you saw the best there was in me

lifted me up when i couldn't reach

you gave me faith 'coz you believed

i'm everything i am

because you loved me

you were always there for me

the tender wind that carried me

a light in the dark shining your love into my life

you've been my inspiration

through the lies you were the truth

my world is a better place because of you

you were my strength when i was weak

you were my voice when i couldn't speak

you were my eyes when i couldn't see

you saw the best there was in me

lifted me up when i couldn't reach

you gave me faith 'coz you believed

i'm everything i am

because you loved me

you were my strength when i was weak

you were my voice when i couldn't speak

you were my eyes when i couldn't see

you saw the best there was in me

lifted me up when i couldn't reach

you gave me faith 'coz you believed

because you loved me

i'm everything i am

i'm everything i am

because you loved me

雨过天晴,伤和痛全都好了~出发了~~

几天没有写blog 了...不要怀疑我懒,是因为这几天发生了太多太多的事情~

两个字   "压力" ,压得我快"喘不过气"....不过这已经是过去...

昨天,是我们太疏忽了...
 昨天下午几个穿着校服印度人(中学生)进来买电话,一个用台S E W995 trade in SE S312~当时我就在想"奇怪,好的电话卖掉换这种烂电话...说起来我也是有这个责任...虽然错不在于我但我也必须负起责任...BRIAN 出去前有交代叫我好好看着这里的可是现在却发生了电话不见...够力!!!完蛋了!!!

大约下午4点多,
我们几个检查CCTV当时才发现   死FUCKER! 妈的 !死印度人A我的SE AINO...这次惨了~~

     犹豫了很久最后....

  " BRIAN ,你有空吗?现在在哪里? P.C.T??可以回来吗? "
当他回来的时候,把整件事情告诉他...

   很奇迹的是...既然没有责怪我们...还告诉我"幸好这次只是被偷电话,如果有人进来打枪..他要电话你也给他,他要钱你也给他"不要乱动,命比较重要! "我听了这句话直接感动!!! 没想到,他对我们那么好...感动!!!!!

幸好,有复印到那个人的IC...我认得那个人的校徽..他们是SMK TAMAN UNIVERSITI 2的学生,(说起来那群人也是够笨的)隔天就是今天...去到那间学校,跑到PEJABAT要人~死校长,要我们有足够的证据就直接报警噢~~~累掉,感觉他不肯帮忙最后还是帮忙了...

下午校长打电话来给BRIAN电话可以拿回去了...直接高兴到~~~爽啊!本来要和肥仔在校门口等人的但是还是算了咯~给校长面子~(如果要也是可以的,听说打算行动了)妈的!害我整晚睡不着...DAMN !!!!算了吧..promise 过你了...放过他们吧...虽然他们的理由是令我无法接受 " 因为我看见它太美了,就忍不住... "...算了吧!找回来就好..今晚可以睡个好觉了喔!!!

我发现心情顿时好了~~
你呢?也不要不开心喔!
"小姐,你爱吃青椒吗?"哈哈哈        笑一笑嘛!                       
    

                                       X完X

我真的放下了!!!!!爽~~~~

哈哈哈哈~~最近开心到不可以噢~~

最近好忙噢...工作好多好多...

但是很开心啊~

忙时忙了点但我还是ok的!因为什么???我ok的~

最近心情不好都是你陪我熬过的...你人真好!!!爱死你了~~~哈哈哈(开玩笑噢)

快点想想这个星期天要去哪里玩噢...说真的,我一想到就很开心开心开心!!!!!!!开心~~

          

                        开心

                  开心开心

           开心开心开心开心

        开心开心开心开心开心

OMG我疯了嘛???好像真的疯了!!!

开心就好嘛!!!

   

 最令我不爽的还是XXX....过去的就算了....一切会好的~~~最经好像很喜欢<哭过就好了>不知道为什么...还有罗志祥的<习惯就好>....因为我总是说习惯就好了,不然就是"哭过就好了"伤痛会好的"...还有一句"一切都会结束的"^_^

口头禅改不了习惯了~~~

                wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不可以用习惯控制你,是你要控制习惯!!!   (by xiaoqi)

这句话是有道理的,所以呢???我要改咯~~

小琪,谢谢你喔!

                                                                                                                                               ^_^结束^_^

我很想說....

最近工作壓力大,烦恼越来越多....不知道为什么有种不祥的预感???
怎么办?我的媽丫~~啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~OMG

刚去完慧琪的生日party回来,晚上开车就是一个字"累"....^_^但是也算是值得....朋友本来就应该互相挺的嘛~对不对??慧琪生日快乐噢~

....以上事件发生于2010年7月4日....总结来说是开心的...

以下事件发生于2010年7月4日之前....
 烦恼阿~~发生了太多的事情让我无法去想象#
工作压力大,好想去读书阿~~

重考要来了,谁可以救我>????我自己吧???也许是这样的!

我每天都对这镜子说你要加油啊~不要对自己失望噢!

想起了你,总是让我睡不着...我们分手快一年了...但是我的心总是还挂念着你~我好想大声的说"我好想你,好爱你啊~~但是我知道你听不见....但是没关系,我知道这是我应得的&你最近好像过的不好....我只能够每天注意你的留言...其实我很担心你,其实你不知道...我把伪装\的好只是不想让你觉得困扰...好想好想^好想好想^好想好想和你在一起....
啊~~啊啊~~~啊啊啊~~~~啊啊啊~~~~啊~~~~~啊~~~~~我疯了嘛???也许是这样的~